Ever since I came back here from Assam and joined the older place of posting, I seem to have lost my bearing and confidence seems to have been left behind. Colleagues, here look at me with indifference. Some of them seem to be unconfortable with my arrival, others simply ignore.
It is just three months since I came here but it seems to be an eternity. However hard I am working but our head seems not satisfied. Rather he seems to be apprehensive towards me. It has become plainly clear that there is no use trying to argue with him. So I try to avoid him as much as I can.
Previously, when I was working here, I seldom moved out from my room and almost felt no desire to go to other people but now I try to go to some old aquanitances who seem to be ever busier than before. So, disenchanted I come back. Sit forlorn and have no one’s shoulder to lean on to. I am totally down in dumps.